literature

hello i am your stalker

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It's your birthday today. I probably shouldn't know that, but alas, the knowledge is residing in some bizarre overgrowing corner of my mind that, at the rate it's going, is going to dominate everything else. There's something about our situation that faintly reeks of humor because, if I'm honest with myself, I barely know you. But I'm drawn to you. So very drawn to you.

There's something about you that compels me to follow you all over town and videotape everything you do, turn it into a stalker's documentary about your life. There's something about you that compels me to write down your every word in my journal and study them later when I'm trying to recall the way your vocals resonate through my every cell, when I'm trying to recall the way your intelligence tugs the corners of my mouth upward because, my God, what a mind you have.

It would be silly to give this emotion you bring out in me a name. It's unlike anything I've ever felt before. I've had a crush – this is not a crush. I've been in love – this is not love.

It would be silly to tell you of this emotion you bring out in me. We've never spoken before, and I think it's better than way. Better for you. Better for me.

I've had a crush – this is not a crush.

I've had a crush – this is not a crush.

This.

Is.

Not.

A.

Crush.

Ignore me. Ignore me while I stare at you. Turn the other way and allow me to relish the happiness of not getting caught in the act.

Notice me. Notice me while I stare at you. Allow me to relish the elation of having my longing gaze returned.

Ignore me. Notice me.

Ignore me. Notice me.

Ignore me notice me ignore me notice me ignore me notice me ignore me notice me I can't make up my mind, which is better?

I've had a crush – this is not a crush.

I've been in love – this is not love.

It's your birthday today. I probably shouldn't know that.

Not a crush.

Not love.

I'll restrain myself from sending a gift, I promise.
i don't know.
i'm sorry.
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vampirewithahangover's avatar
there are no words.

i'll just say that this is really, really amazing.